So, I'm in my class right now...I know I shouldn't be doing this but I am...
So my brother put up a post and tagged me and some of his friends in it.
It was a cute picture: I was the night owl.
I made my cheesy comments...And then when I decide to check the next day, today, his friend made a comment towards me.
He used such foul language, he had nothing good to say to me, he threatened to kill me, to beat me, he said he hated me.
I blocked him.
He said he hated my boring voice. (I have a monotone voice, some say, though when I get excited my voice is not as much monotoned.)
He said the C-word and the W-word. (I prefer not to say those words for anyone who'd get greatly offended, and I'm sure those who'd read this would know what I'm talking about. I am not either of those things, and I very much respect myself..maybe not as much in previous months...Which was quite long ago. There is no relevance to what I rarely ever did then, which was practically nothing, and what I do now, which is nothing except homework and Internet.)
He said he wouldn't mind doing the time, and beating or even killing me. He even wanted me to remember it always.
He said he really hates me.
He said that nobody cares about me.
He even said I'm worthless.
(He's the one who hates me and clearly doesn't care about me. I have no idea why, I haven't did anything to him. so, I don't know what went up his sleeve.)
(People do care about me, I do have friends, and I do have a family.)
But what if he actually finds me...And I'm alone.
What if my phone has no minutes, or is dead, or even broken. What if I had no phone.
I couldn't call the police...
All I know I'm moving to a different state.
I'm not staying here forever.
I have a life I desire to create.
I don't get humans sometimes, I wonder why humans do things and how humans do things. Humans are so darn complicated.
Why does this PSYCHO want to hurt me? What did I ever do?
Nothing. (in my opinion) NOTHING.
He's just crazy and he needs help.
I've decided that I'm going to unfriend those who I friended with on facebook, that I really don't know.
If I haven't met them personally and they're not anyone I was close to or even somewhat close to them I'm going to unfriend them. No exceptions, though I did want to be actual friends with some of the people, but I'm not.
Of course if I have their number they won't be unfriended either.
Those who do anything ridiculous or say anything psycho again to me, are leaving my page, unfriended especially blocked.
I don't want to hear from them again, I don't want to see them.
Please pray for me and pray for those who are homicidally insane to heal, we don't need more vicious murderers in our world.
I'm NOT joking...Pray for them too, if thats the only thing we can do.
Thanks for reading.
I appreciate it.