Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Sites More

  • Zinch.com
  • Iwon.com
  • ModelMayhem.com
  • VampireFreaks.com
  • Georgia.ConnenctionsAcademy.com
  • DupSpot.com
  • Make-Your-Own-Song.com
  • berkleeMusic.com
  • MyCokeRewards.com
  • OneSourceTalent.com
  • YouModelAndAct.com
  • JCasaBlancas.com
  • AgentAssociation.com
  • SoYouWanna.com
  • Talent-Agent.info
  • ActingResources.org
  • FilmTelevisionAuditions.com
  • Open-Casting-Calls.info
  • FeatureFilmCasting.com
  • CommercialAuditions.info

Monday, March 28, 2011

Should I be jealous?

I just feel a little envy but yet I'm greatful for those other people...Those actors and actresses.

But they a lot of them got to start earlier in their life, it's so unfair.

I didn't even know about acting..That it's possible that I could do it as well.

I don't want to blame the whole thing on my parents, but...They never wanted me to be seen. Like no picture taken...Can't even upload a video on the internet.

Living with strict over proctective religious yet divorced parents...
 The whole thing is difficult and confusing.

Why didn't I ever know I could just do it...If I wanted to?

I love singing, and pretending to be somebody else with my brother, and taking pictures of myself with a good body to look at. (I don't like seeing myself chubby.)

And practically my whole life I was shy!!!!

I'm not as shy as I was anymore.

I just need to  raise my voice!!!

(And I need money, transportation, real shelter, and better clothing...etc)

(BTW: my fave actress is Annasophia Robb. My fave actor: Johnny Depp.)

BML

Will I Ever Be?

MY DREAMS

Each person has a dream, right? At least some kind of dream, it can be big or small, but it's a dream.

And so do I, I think it's like once many people dreams. And I used to think, as a young girl about 6 or less, that one who got to be had to be of some kind of royalty; but no. An actor...

People who do get to be this work very hard, and most of the times their parents or themselves actually have a lot of money. But is that truly always the case?

I don't think so, one must have a lot of talent, confidence, and a good voice.

I'd so desire to show people that I have the ability...that I can do it.

But, right now...I'll have to do it myself...
Or even find some type of talent agent.

Will I ever be an actress?

I guess, at this point, we'll see.

BML

Saturday, March 26, 2011

SITES


  • Facebook.com
  • myspace.com
  • twitter.com
  • ourstage.com
  • IMDB.com
  • MyCokeRewards.com
  • DisneyChannel.com
  • make-your-own-song.com

Friday, March 25, 2011

My Coke Rewards

Will I Win?
Winning is normally never a guaratee, but if it were; that'd be so wonderful. Who has ever won something at least once in their life?  I did, but it wasn't awesome just some toy. But I was probably 12  back then anyway. Even if I did want something cool, I'd have to get myself but I wasn't old enough.

My Coke Rewards actually let's a person who is 13 and up possibly win something, but I never bothered till now. I used 3 points on a sweepstake for an ipad...I hope I win!!!

I never tried it before, but if I do get it I'll be jumping for joy. I'll be saving every sing bottle cap that deal with these reward things and put my code and that box and use it on those things.

Everyone always has a chance on winning, chances never equal guarantees, but there is a guarantee on having a chance to win.

And I hope I do.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Crazy or Just Paranoid?

No Picture

Last blog I said BRB, but I know I didn't come back. So my apologies, this time the ending will be different.

Anyways, Since I don't have a picture of myself at all I'm just going to describe how overweight I am right now.

My arms are slightly jiggly, my stomache sticks out about an inch around, and hangs about half an inch. And my thighs are curved around like a pear on both sides on the outside more than usual. Lastly on the back of my kneck I have a small hump. My height is 5 feet and 2 inches, and I think I'm suppose to be about 100 pounds or less. I believe my weight is around 120 or more pounds.

The size of my clothes are suppose to be small, and my jean size is suppose to size 3...I think. But I'm a size medium on shirts and I'd rather just wear sweats; which all that just makes me feel less confident about myself.

So, this is what I'm gonna do I'm going to avoid the fatty foods such as: chips, cookies, soda, anything that Ijust don't need. (Plus, it's just a waste of money.) I'm going to skip lunch, eat only breakfast and supper. Having only water or juice and no dessert no matter how tempting.

I'm walking around a lot but that doesn't help much in cardio for my exercise. So I'm going to try to run in place for about 30 minutes and then stop, and then walk in place for 5 minutes, and then the knee high running in place for 25 minutes. That's about the same3 type of exercise my dad have my brother and I do.

CRRRAZEEEE or PAH- RAH- NOY- D

I think I have the case of arachnophobia, because I'm deeply scared of spiders even if they're small. I think it was eversince I've heard that some...I don't even want to blog this...Are poisonous. Which definetly creaps me out.

So, I keep looking around on the ground or checking the bedroom walls, ceilings or floors, even staying away from trees so I can avoid any spider. The freak me out. Once I see one I'll scream.

GBL
(Gonna Blog Later.)

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Is it Great or Not?

Here I Am, Is this for Me?

I've been living in a stinky old boring tow called Thomaston, and I once thought it was actually cool. What was I thinking? Infact, I probably wasn't there were no jobs available and nothing to do, the place (so I've been told) is actually for retirement. Now, tell me again why I lived there?
 
I've only been staying there for my brothers sake for this anger managment religious thing, that was actaually pretty expensive. Dangit! That sucks! So, overall it was a waist of time.

I became hopeless, lying around for about 2 and a half months...And, of course. I've gaind weight in my stomache and my thighs, and some of my clothing doesn't even fit! I should have done something anyway. But...I didn't.

Now, I'm typing all this down in a library in a seemingly better city called Griffin. But it's actually pretty hard to find a job. Are they hiring? Or, are they at least accepting applications?

I've went to about 5 or more places and handed an application, now I still need to hand in another in my boring black purse.

I'm going for resturaunts, grocery stors, supermarkets, clothing retail stores, ane even shoe stores. Whatever that is hiring or accepting applications.

I could try the Cinema too.

The worst part is that I have broken shoes, my eyes are itchy watery and probably slightly dry, I get sneezy and have an itchy nose. And I'm tired because of lack of sleep. And lastly, I have to walk everywhere...Unless, I get a ride from somebody.

 And I even have to walk with my brother, and you know how that is? Right? He sometimes walks too fast for me to keep up, and listens to his music too loud if I want to say something.

BRB