Monday, March 28, 2011

Should I be jealous?

I just feel a little envy but yet I'm greatful for those other people...Those actors and actresses.

But they a lot of them got to start earlier in their life, it's so unfair.

I didn't even know about acting..That it's possible that I could do it as well.

I don't want to blame the whole thing on my parents, but...They never wanted me to be seen. Like no picture taken...Can't even upload a video on the internet.

Living with strict over proctective religious yet divorced parents...
 The whole thing is difficult and confusing.

Why didn't I ever know I could just do it...If I wanted to?

I love singing, and pretending to be somebody else with my brother, and taking pictures of myself with a good body to look at. (I don't like seeing myself chubby.)

And practically my whole life I was shy!!!!

I'm not as shy as I was anymore.

I just need to  raise my voice!!!

(And I need money, transportation, real shelter, and better clothing...etc)

(BTW: my fave actress is Annasophia Robb. My fave actor: Johnny Depp.)

BML

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