I like Ozzy Osbourne-Dreamer
Steve Miller-The Joker
It's great music laid back and fun, I just wanna be relaxed and full of energy, optimistic and lazy, I just want to be indecisive, because that's just me.
So, I'm actually listening to it now,...
I really dislike to remember things at times, it makes me want to pull an imaginary gun to my mouth and then say "bloosh" or "kaplow". Cheesy sound affects I know.
But those memories, most of them, just make me shudder. I really don't like a lot of what I've done. If I could just do something different, maybe it would've been better. Maybe not.
Sometimes, listening to certain songs just make me temporarilly forget and I can feel peaceful and not feel the pain.
I would sing along and enjoy it.
But I think every moment was meant to happen for some reason, I honestly don't know this reason.
It's okay...Or it WILL be okay.
I don't want to cry but I feel like it's coming...maybe it's because I was watching this Japanese TV show , and it was truly depressing and it somehow reminded of me and I started tearing up but I did not ball out.
Which I'm glad that I didn't ball out, that would've been awkward, especially for my friend I was watching it with.
She's the one who had it on her laptop.
I need a hug from someone special and I seem to always need rest. I just drank some capuccino and I'm still effortlessly sleepy and my legs hurt from working out, which I barely do and it's kinda sad.
I'm not fat, but I do have some "Chum Chum" here and there. (Chum Chum is my new way of saying extra or unneeded body weight/fat).
So yeah,...
"SHut up, shut up,... won't bring me down..." Shut up by Simple Plan
I was just listening to that song, by the way.
Well, thanks for reading.
I appreciate it.
